FIRST AND SECOND

LIFE IS SIMPLE
m i right.?


8th May 2010
TODAY
started to felt my work was so tired for me 
n something let me felt confused 
office is a place will get more gossip especially for ladies 
n something let me felt so dissatisfied 
pls..don't blame on me without any reason
today is the second time i had went out with him after we're broke 
actually i juz felt sorry n thanks for him 
today i was felt embarrassed when i saw u
only u n me are insides ur car
dis is the first time u send me back
the feeling was seemed queer
i think recently u'r too concern on me 
stop at here..ok.?
sorry i think we'r impossible that juz a pass time
i hope it may just be wishful thinking on my part
-that juz a pass time-
this sentence for u n for me 
=)

next week all will be restart our life by ownself
someone is start to study 
someone is start to work
so difficult to match our time to meet 
less of the chance will suddenly receive a call then join out
less of the chance will phone until morning from midnight
do u think we'll continue our 63?
do u think we'll less for our 50sen drink.?
i hav to join a new environment now
new member in work
even though i won't to leave u all anyone
becos u all were accompany with me when i'm in problem
wing n eunis 
good luck to u two
everything is not like before 
take care urself
=)


-NEXT-
back to me
i need to announce
i'm the loser in always 
first....
they told me juz now 
stomach pain for me juz a minor psychosis
i started to believe it 
recall 
i often in stomach pain when i'm in alone 
especially in the midnight 
automatic reached the same time 
i'll felt not well or stomach pain
becos in my heart was in hurt
-minor phychosis-
so this is their conclusion
it turns out that i hav minor phychosis

second....
laughable
ur shadow will always appear in my life
even though who where when i hav
just now when him send me back to home
when he was break in suddenly
what i'm thinking bout is 
u will hold on my body in the case
yup..i hope he WON'T do it..
see..u appear again NOW...



i hav to stop contact with u in this time i think
i dun wan be the 'third person'
between u n her
i'll wish u from anytime to anytime
that's is true from me
=)